You ask me "why are you so happy what happened?"
Well....
I fell in love, I was not supposed to but I did. I fell so hard so fast, I did not think I was capable but, I was and I fell to my surprise.
The problem was I fell in love with someone that would never be in love with me. No matter how hard I tried I would never be his vodka and soda girl, I was born in February not June. I fell into the same routine as my marriage, loving someone that did not love me back. Trying to conform, putting my self growth on hold. Didn't I learn? I have so much love but I can never love someone enough for both of us. I cant make someone fall in love.
So again...You ask me why I am so happy? I got over you. I grew so much again as soon as I let go of you.
You will aways have a special place in my heart, you were my Jake!
