Juggling is hard

The other day I broke up with I guy I was dating. I put it off because I hate to hurt people, but he was a bit crazy to say the least. I felt so much better after I broke it off. Now I am down to 2 guys I am dating right now. It is hard! I don't have too much free time so juggling in the dating world is hard. They are very different and I like them for obviously 2 different reasons. One loves to travel, he is very simple, very honest and up front with me. We are planning on going to Seattle together on a road trip. We talk for hrs about what we like and dislike, we seem to be on the same page. He feels like I am his sole mate and wished he would have met me 10 yrs ago. I told him 10 yrs ago I was not what he wanted, he wanted all that freedom, he had it and now has regrets. But I am not as physically attracted to him as I want to be or maybe it's that I don't feel that crazy passion for him. The other guy is very good looking, easy to talk to but I'm scared to really get to know him for some reason. There is a lot of sexual attraction, maybe that is why I don't want to see him that often. I don't want to have sex with anyone til I have more of a commitment, that's just how I am. Now there are 2 of my guy friends that want more from me. They both are trying to convince me that they would be the right guy for me. I think the problem is I have become too picky. I know what I want, so now am I going to search for that person I will never find? I want to find someone but I don't want to date, does that even make sense???